Rap Venting

Thu, 31 May 2007 19:50:33 GMT

I found rapping to be the most non-depressive way of venting. It's quite amusing and entertaining. Usually I do online rap battles (text battles), but people refuse to battle me because they're SCURRED, lol! Anywho, I came back from lunch and all of sudden started breaking out in rap in my mind with all the thoughts I had and started typing. This is what came of it:

Strange, how this life of mine is changin’/ Can’t accept how the time’s arrangin’/ Faces disappear right in front me/ Can’t seem to grasp everything I see/ Too fast when it passes by/ How do you distinguish a lie/ All I got is to trust this path/ Trust, I can keep in this wrath/ I’m so angry, bloods rushin to my head/ Livin a life of pretend/ Wakin up again and again/ Just to find that I’m stuck in this misery/ Like a penitentiary/ Blockin’ off my enemies/ drinkin, just to get by and breathe/ can’t even seem to get some sleep/ keep dreamin’ of the same nightmare/ starin at the same face endin’ in the same place/ nothing left when I wake/ all I got are these memories/ and this pain that subsides in me/ please someone set me free/ cant u see that it’s killin’ me/ I just want my tears to leave/ Dry my eyes so I believe…/ that my life will be okay/ Cause right now...I’ve lost my way

Popping my Journal Cherry

Wed, 30 May 2007 20:22:41 GMT

The sole purpose of me getting this livejournal was to read Lena's journal and NO I am NOT a Stalker! She suggested that I get one...to make that clear. Anyway, I figured since I took the effort in signing up, I might as well put it to good use. Plus it's a good way of documenting this life of mine, which I look back to see as either pathetic, amusing, morbid, or totally random...I hope "happy" fits somewhere in there, but I doubt that right now. Well, I can't think of anything to ramble about so I hope this will do for now. Maybe this will help in taming my addiction to MySpace...BLOWN!

Yes, I'm STILL ALIVE.

Rap Venting

Popping my Journal Cherry